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I don’t know where the sun beams end and the star
Lights begins it’s all a mystery
And I don’t know how a man decides what right for his
Own life - it’s all a mystery-Fight Test by the Flaming Lips
Really love this cd latleyyy
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i hate
how you now have that feeling that you love someone in your life and they dont love you back
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via devArt (http://today.deviantart.com/dds/#/d1tlf4u)
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Zooey Deschanel
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Regina Spektor crying on stage in Belgium.
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marilyn monroe
im so tired, in every sense of the word
Norma Jean, Zelda Zonk, Marilyn Monroe. Whichever you prefer, she has been following me today. First on a tattoo and then on a silly band. Consecutively.
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i dont really know why she meant so much to me or why i cant speak to her or why i want so badly for her to be happy…
i dont know if ill ever understand.
maybe its time that i write one of these things ive been doing for her…maybe that will settle things, or maybe make everything worse as ive been slowly trying to forget about it all.
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Part II
I spent so much time with her and i started to realize more and more what i fell for her for, which was that she genuinely didnt care about what other people had to say about her because that doesnt really matter at the end of it all…this reasoning made it even more ok to not care that i was spending so much time with her instead of with my friends because it became ok to not care what people thought, even though thats not exactly how she saw it…
I think we started falling apart when i realized that i wanted to put her ahead of everything else and was willing to cancel everything just to be with her all day long instead of most of the day…while she made other plans, even if she sometimes didnt really want to…this made me feel ill when it all first started…like i was giving her my life and she wasnt doing the same in return, which was an exaggeration but just the craziness i felt back then…it was like i didnt feel on the same page and as close…
She still meant the world to me and still made me feel happy and warm and i still wanted to spend all my time with her but she also made me angry. But that was ok and i was willing to live what that, but then she got sick and i got sick and we grew apart and inevitably it ended.
She was the most anyones ever meant to me and it was all because of her view on life. Because of that, i was able to grow so close to her and feel like i was finally done searching for that happyness we all seek in life…
Im glad thats how my first relationship turned out because it really paved the way for others in my life…even though it may mean that ill never really be the one to break up with someone…it also taught me to not end a relationship badly…
it was definitely worth it.
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Kat Dennings
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"Spektor went on stage looking very frail, visibly upset and crying. She played a couple songs, very clearly undone, while the jumbo screen zoomed in on her crying, distraught face." →
“After the third song, she asked the press to stop taking pictures. The Russian-American singer managed a smile during “Two Birds.” Mostly though, she played melancholic songs, frequently losing her composure. At one point, between songs, she walked away from the mike to embrace a band member before walking off stage.
The guitarist then played an ode to Daniel Cho, and afterwards Spektor came back to play a few solo piano pieces and sang a melancholic Russian song.”
